I Thought I Was Honoring My Mother's Request
It began with a simple request.
My mother requested me to care after her old house, where I grew up, my father died, and she had lived alone for years. "I don't want it to be empty while I'm gone," she added quietly, with the gentle power that only a mother has. “Stay there for a while. Take care of it for me.”
She was leaving to visit relatives, too frail now to maintain the house alone. I didn’t hesitate. I wanted to help. Raised on filial piety—the Confucian value of honoring one’s parents—I felt it was my duty. It seemed so simple then. I should have asked more questions.
I should have known.
The first night, the silence struck me.
The house had always been quiet, serene, but this silence was different. It pressed on me, thick and suffocating. I could hear my heartbeat in my ears, the creak of floorboards like whispers—whispers I wasn’t supposed to hear.
I told myself I was imagining it. But the silence followed me, filling every room, growing louder with every step. It was as though the house was watching, waiting.
The following morning, I discovered a letter on the kitchen table. My mother's unsteady handwriting said, "Do not forget what I taught you." The balance of the family must be maintained.
I didn’t understand. What balance?
The silence deepened. It was no longer just quiet; it was alive. At night, I woke to find the bedroom door wide open, though I had locked it. I heard a faint voice—barely a whisper, calling my name.
When I asked my mother about it the next day, she said only, “The house talks when it’s empty. It tells you what it needs. You’ll learn to listen.”
I tried to laugh it off, but her words stayed with me. Something was wrong.
That night, I went to the attic.
I had always avoided it—the shadows, the memories, the feeling of being watched. But I had to know.
The ladder groaned under my weight. Cold air rushed out as I pushed the door open. Inside, a single lightbulb flickered dimly. On the floor sat a wooden box, carved with strange symbols I didn’t recognize.
I shouldn’t have opened it.
Inside was a fragile scroll, its parchment yellowed with age. I unrolled it and read the words:
“To honor your father is to preserve the family. To fail him is to fail the soul of your ancestors. The silence will claim you if you do not listen.”
The words hit me like a weight. I felt them settle deep inside me, as though they had been waiting for me to find them.
The room grew colder. My chest tightened, heavy with pressure. From somewhere in the dark, I heard my mother’s voice—soft but urgent. “You must listen. You must obey.”
The whisper turned into a chorus. “You must obey the family.”
It was then I understood.
The house wasn’t empty. It was waiting. For me. For something I had failed to give. The whispers were louder each night. Despite the fact that he had been gone for years, I could hear my father's cane footsteps echoing down the corridors.
The voices repeated the same message: “Complete the ritual. Honor the ancestors. Listen.”
But I didn’t know what they meant. I only felt the weight of their demand. It wasn’t enough to care for the house. It wasn’t enough to keep it clean. The family’s duty required sacrifice.
I tried to leave.
But I couldn’t. The whispers pulled me back. I moved through the house like a ghost, drawn to hidden places—secret compartments in the walls, old relics I had never seen before. Each discovery brought me closer to my father, to something forgotten, to something I could feel pulling at me.
The house was no longer a home. It was a prison, alive with the voices of ancestors, their expectations, their demands. “You must complete the ritual.”
I began to listen.
I haven’t spoken to anyone since. I can’t. I don’t know what’s real anymore—what’s memory, what’s part of the family’s legacy, and what the silence has made me believe.
But I hear my father’s voice now, clear as day: “You must complete the ritual, or the silence will claim you.”
I feel it becoming part of me—the duty, the silence, the weight of the ancestors’ voices.
If you ever find yourself in a house like mine—where the silence hums, where the whispers grow louder each night—leave. Run. Do not listen.
Because the silence of filial duty will never let you go.
It will consume you.
It will become you.
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